Sonnets To Orpheus I, 24

Sollen wir unsere uralte Freundschaft, die großen
niemals werbenden Götter, weil sie der harte
Stahl, den wir streng erzogen, nicht kennt,
oder sie plötzlich suchen auf einer Karte

Diese gewaltigen Freunde, die uns die Toten
nehmen, rühren nirgends an unsere Räder.
Unsere Gastmähler haben wir weit -, unsere Bäder,
fortgerückt, und ihre uns lang schon zu langsamen Boten

überholen wir immer. Einsamer nun aufeinander
ganz angewiesen, ohne einander zu kennen,
führen wir nicht mehr die Pfade als schöne Mäander,

sondern als Grade. Nur noch in Dampfkesseln brennen
die einstigen Feuer und heben die Hämmer, die immer
größern. Wir aber nehmen an Kraft ab, wie Schwimmer.

Just because they do not know the hard
strong steel that we raise up, should we offend
the great unmentioned gods, our oldest friends,
or seek them suddenly upon a chart?

These mighty friends, who take away the dead,
do not affect the circles of our gears.
We hold our banquets far away from here,
seclude our baths, and always speed ahead

of their slow messengers. Now just depending
on each other, ignorant of each other, we
no longer blaze a trail with lovely bending,

but just a slope. The former fires burn only
in boilers now and lift the ever bigger
hammers. But we lose our strength, like swimmers.

Copyright ©1998,1999,2021 Howard A. Landman

Words Fail

by Howard A. Landman


I could go outside and start to count the stars up in the sky
But you know I'd never finish, if I counted till I died
And numbers wouldn't change the way they make me feel inside
Words Fail

I could try to find a formula that weighs what life is worth
Or just say that I'm happy to be living on this earth
But to talk of how my spirit feels at one with death and birth
Words Fail

        And if I don't say any more, don't think I love life less
        My tongue falls silent faced with things that words cannot express

Now in this world there are some who have, and others who have not
But we're gathered here together to give thanks for what we've got
And we don't have to count it, for it surely is a lot
Words Fail

I could reminisce about our conversations and good meals
Give praise for how we reach for what is right and what is real
But that wouldn't start to cover all the things you make me feel
Words Fail

        And if I don't say any more, don't think I love you less
        My tongue falls silent faced with things that words cannot express

Temelec, Thanksgiving 1997 & San Jose, late November 1997 – January 1998
3rd verse, River Rock, Thanksgiving 2001